Holy shithead.

  Lewl. Okay, don't read the title like how this chick pronounce it. Say it as is. Just wanna go on and say this again (I'll probably do this again in the future). GOD, I missed blogging! And doing reviews! AND writing! And post random shit like this! I FUCKING MISS THAT SHIT! What are you doing to me, laziness?! What are you doing to me, social media?! And most importantly... WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO ME, ADULTHOOD?! CAN'T A NIGGA ENJOY HIS PASSION?! Boy, this sure beats Twitter and Facebook sometimes.

'Cause you don't know what you got until it's gone.

  Self-explanatory.

"This song ain't about no booty; it's about transistors. You dig?!"

Hey you, hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted transistor

Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough

A lonely life
Where no one understands you
But don't give up
Because the music do

Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching

Fuck you too!
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor

Hey you, hey you
Finally you get it
The world ain't fair
Eat you if you let it

And as your tears fall on
Your breasts, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess

A lonely life
Where no one understands you
But don't give up
Because the music do

Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching

Fuck you too!
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor

Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do

Hey you, hey you
This won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt

Says who, says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize

Just let me be
Between you and me, don't fit

Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching

Fuck you too!
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor

Because f**k you, that's why.

Was an honest man
Asked me for the phone
Tried to take control

Oh, I don't see it that way
I don't see it that way

Oh, we shared some ideas
All obsessed with fame
Says we're all the same

Oh, I don't see it that way
I don't see it that way

Raised in Carolina
"I'm not like that"
Trying to remind her
When we go back

I missed the last bus, I'll take the next train
I try but you see, it's hard to explain
I say the right things, but act the wrong way
I like it right here, but I cannot stay
I watch the TV; forget what I'm told
Well, I am too young, and they are too old
The joke is on you, this place is a zoo
"You're right it's true"

Says he can't decide
I shake my head to say
Everything's just great

Oh, I just can't remember
I just can't remember

Raised in Carolina, she says:
" I'm not like that"
Trying to remind her
When we go back

I say the right things but act the wrong way
I like it right here but I cannot stay
I watch the TV; forget what I'm told
Well, I am too young, and they are too old
Oh, man, can't you see I'm nervous, so please
Pretend to be nice, so I can be mean
I miss the last bus, we take the next train
I try but you see, it's hard to explain

F**k you, Swifty. You ain't 22.

You just made it sound like being 22 is all 'cool,' 'hip,' and 'fun.' But trust me; she's lying. It's not easy when you're an introvert with an abnormal self-esteem. And yet, you blew it and make a new chart-topping song out of it almost each and every time you break up with some gayfag-looking guy. Stop representing everyone of this age, dork. Jet!   P/S: Happy birthday, dear me! And I hate this song, so I can do whatever with it; that includes putting this up in my blog and rip on her idea of making a song. Toodles! Have another decent... great... ah, screw it... unpredictable life, aite?

Kalaulah berlaku kat aku nanti...

Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama

Sejak dua menjak ini
Makin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka

Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertahta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disleksia cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami

Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi Syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus ku singkap
Ku sorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang ku puja
Kau teristimewa tapi dia yang sempurna

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
  Sejak dua menjak ini, ku mencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman rusuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri

Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti

Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

P/S: Bukan senang nak buat lirik yang meremangkan bulu roma; lagi-lagi dalam genre Hip-Hop. Lejen Hip-Hop macam 2Pac pun tak ada lagi rasanya lirik setulus yang ni. Pehh.

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass.

Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again

Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the sirens sing
Warm me up in a nova's glow
And drop me down to the dream below

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

Bring me home in a blinding dream,
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see
For you to see

Life and death are equally beautiful.

The motherf*cking pterodactyl, bitch.

Don't f*cking mess with it, puto. DON'T!

Hate is a disease, mind you.

P/S: NOTHING is too late. Needs time for this, still.

We're building it up, to bring it back down. Bitches never learn.

P/S: Brand new crack from Linkin Park, with a seemingly innocent lyrics and layered music minimalism (does that term even exist?)! Pure awesomeness!

Welcome back to school, bitches!

What a song to remind me of the current field I'm in right now (this song is also stuck in my head for quite a while now). Welcome back to school, me-self and my homies! I mean, seriously.; when's the last time any of us heard of a song that makes extensive references to the world of films, eh?

Kau senikan Dracula
Kau musnahkan Godfather
Duduk kerusimu dalam fantasiku
Akulah mamalia
Akulah yang mulia
Akulah yang pertama
Francis Ford Coppola

VHS, VCD
Kini muncul DVD
Kumpulkan semua jadikan koleksi
Pergi ke seksyen 2
Terjumpa satu syurga
Pulang gembira bagai dalam cerita

Kembalikan filemmu yang dulu
Kembalikan bersama puisiku
Kembalikan ku ke tahun itu
Aku lakunkan segala arahanmu

Piano berbunyi
Ala filem Italy
Minum Caffee Latte
Satu restorante
Televisyenku dah rosak
Video jangan kau gelak

Kembalikan filemmu yang dulu
Kembalikan bersama puisiku
Kembalikan ku ke tahun itu
Aku lakunkan segala arahanmu

Empty...

Here we are again.

[Lil Wayne:]
With everything happening today
You don't know whether you're coming or going
But you think that you're on your way
Life lined up on the mirror don't blow it
Look at me when I'm talking to you
You looking at me but I'm looking through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you're not satisfied
And I don't see nobody else
I see myself I'm looking at the

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Uh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
But I'm with you when you are all alone
And you correct me when I'm looking wrong
I see the guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain
I see you Wayne, I'm looking at the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] Yeah)
Through my rise and fall ([Wayne:] Uh-Huh)
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] my only friend)
You told me that they can understand the man I am ([Wayne:] they can understand)
So why are we here ([Wayne:] misunderstood) talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Looking at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my fucking dad
Light it up, that's smoke in mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile that's a blessing
I see the change, I see the message
And no message could've been any clearer
So I'm startin' with the man in the...

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall,

[Lil Wayne:]
MJ taught me that.

[Bruno Mars:]
Here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend

[Lil Wayne:]
Take em to Mars man

[Bruno Mars:]
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we talkin' to each other again?

[Lil Wayne:]
Uh...

Mirror on the wall, here we are again ([Wayne:] yeah)
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend ([Wayne:] Any questions?)
You told me that they can ([Wayne:] I come to you) understand the man I am ([Wayne:] You always have the answer)
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?

[Bruno Mars:]
Mirror on the wall.

[Wayne:]
A.B.P.
Looks like I did take em' to Mars this time

[Bruno Mars:]
(So why are we talking to each other again?)

That time when music was all about spitting your stuff to the masses and togetherness, not relevance...

Selamat malam der, selama-lamanya.

To all women out there / future soulmate... #3

MEN HATE FRIEND ZONES.

Cult of personality.

Not enough.

Whatever it is I did in life so far, it has never been enough. Heck, it's not even sufficient to make me a totally sane and complete person.

Whatever I it is I did, it's barely even something. Forget New Year's resolution, I want this done like pronto; I want a fulfilling life before I lose what He gave me to put to good use.

Hope the path for me to get there is right in front of me, and hope that I am able to work my ass off to get to that path.

Aku mahu rasa ini.