I rarely cared about anything other that what was given to me by default or what I take without shame. I created the image of my own brand of 'happiness', and look where it leads me; nowhere. That is why most of the things I said here are more of my thoughts than my feelings; because I don't cherish the moments I've experienced but rather just keep it in my memory.
And then I realised... my head is already filled with shadows of my own mistakes and I chose to completely ignore them until someone else provoked me into opening up the classified folder I choose to not attend to at all. But then again, sooner or later, I'm gonna have to let my balls kicked hard and face those problems like a man... because I am one. I'm fucking 21 already. Grow up.
And then I realised... my head is already filled with shadows of my own mistakes and I chose to completely ignore them until someone else provoked me into opening up the classified folder I choose to not attend to at all. But then again, sooner or later, I'm gonna have to let my balls kicked hard and face those problems like a man... because I am one. I'm fucking 21 already. Grow up.
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