What's up, people of the nation!
I'm here again... back from the dead to tell you guys how I managed to pull through Earth's hell these past few months. Wait a minute... it's already 2011? Ah, forget that year end's post, dude. I'm actually quite darn happy that 2010 gone now! I mean, I don't wanna even document it within my brains, you know? It's too bitter to be sweet. I can't keep pretending that everything is yummy when most stuff that I swallow was in fact full of bullshit, you know what I mean? No, of course you don't. :P
Honestly, all these times, I pretended to give a fuck about new year's eve, and started to plan out my resolutions for those years; for trend's sake. Statistically, I only got to fulfill only 10% - 40% of those so-called 'promises'. So, instead of making yet another silly, intangibly fucked up resolutions this year, I'm gonna try and rush head-on through the dangerous road to awesomeness and happiness; whatever it takes me. I guess that thing that happened is God's way of saying; "Dude. You're life sucks bad, man. I think it's time you have another one, and I hope you can lead it good, my servant. Peace!" This year, hopefully, I get to be more independent than usual, and more mature in handling myself and any of my problems. After all, I am gonna be 20 this year; so I'd better live up to my age now that I'm sorta officially a young adult now.
So far, it has a rocky start. But heh, everybody's afraid of their 'malam pertama' (okay, bad example... but that's how I really felt for a short while), right? After a few days, it turned out quite okay after all. In fact, I felt like a kid once again; you know... the feeling where you are actually loved when you think you're not because you're miserable? I love that feeling very much, and now it's my turn to feel that warmth once again. Well, I guess that's that.
Happy 2011, guys. Pray for my life's smooth sailing, and insya-Allah, I'll try and pray for yours too. Oh yeah, you guys also have to remember this:
"A 'year', in the end, is just a collective term for a group of days. Everyday is a new day, so why waste time partying like it's 2012 (the so-called 'end of the world year') on the first day of a 'new year' when you can already do lots of amazing new things everyday?"
- A khatib, 2010 (translated)
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